There's No I in TEAM But there's Two in Idiot

Chemo 66 was Monday, I think, I'm losing count, I was up since 3 am puking and trying to shit. I came into work at 7 am. I'm in so much pain I wish I was dead. I hate to say that because I really love life but those of you with cancer can relate I'm sure. Why the fuck did I come in today, the world won't end if the book doesn't get out...