So this really sucks. I am finding it rough to face my reality. I figured that I would go back on chemo

The scan results

In addition to the one tumor that I have that has grown in size, I also have a small cluster of nodules (tumors) I am going back on chemo for about 2 months then most likely having an operation. Here's a good reply I got from someone I met through a cancer support site. A good reality check. It could be worse, much worse but this still sucks because I don't think I will ever get off of chemo. Every time I do I grow more tumors... I am starting already with the skin stuff in only 1 week of being back on chemo

Phil, I know how awful surgeries can be.. but at least you can still have surgery.
I am no longer have surgical options. Consider yourself fortunate. :)
See, now don't you feel better?
Hope you tolerate chemo OK.
~Jana